School without students is surreal. Empty halls, stray papers, open lockers, books piled on tables. The body without the soul.
A firm believer in the impact of physical environments on behavioral outcomes, I journeyed into Room 228 a full two months before students would venture again through its graffitied door. The stench of syrup poured over everything. Coupled with the absence of air-conditioning on a 90 degree day, I quickly backed out of the room. Overcoming my momentary nausea, I set out to find the root of what-must-have-been a Pancake Attack.
After searching through discarded Sistah Souljah books, I came upon the problem - syrup packets squished between novels and shelves. Starburst wrappers, Coke bottles, and other assorted convenience store contraband, dotted the landscape. Somehow Room 228 had become a 7-11 garbage can!
After getting over my disgust at what I could only hope was a last-day-of-school blow out party, I settled my anger firmly at my predecessor. Who leaves a classroom this dirty? Who has so little respect for his or her self, their students, and the poor people who have to clean up this disaster?
Graffiti, gum, computer cords, upside-down tables, tree branches. The list continued. I sat for a good half hour just staring at it all - trying to take it in - while re-making it in my mind. Tape measure in hand, I did what any good designer does when confronted with a design dilemma, I measured. I measured and planned what it would look like when the trash was gone, the goo scrubbed clean, the graffiti washed away, and my Martha Stewart fiesta balls hung from the ceiling.
Room 228 had a lot to tell me. Neglected books with ripped off covers. A dictionary completely ripped in two. Student papers detailing "Goals for 2004" stuffed in drawers - "Learn to Drive," "Join a Dance Crew," "Finally Make the Honor Roll." The "Burger Gang" of 2007 prominently remembered in red ink on the heater. (Now that's a gang that I would consider joining!) "+700" written on several desks and walls. Is "+700" some new gang code that I should know about? Chemistry equations written on an old chalkboard in a corner. Information and hope coupled with apathy and neglect.
On the same heater where the Burger Gang left their mark, sporadically written in caps, in pencil, a student boldly proclaimed, "WE dont ListeN."
After my first thought, which was, in English teacher fashion, "Where's your apostrophe?" I began to recreate the scene where this proclamation poured forth. A classroom of students out of their seats, lounging on counters and desks. Syrup packets thrown across the room. A befuddled teacher at the front imploring them, "Sit down! Stop talking! Why won't you just listen!?"
Pick Your Own Ending. Was the student defiant, sitting on the heater, proclaiming "WE dont ListeN!" or plaintive, standing towards the back, out of the melee, quietly recording the moment and their own disgust with their peers?
WE dont ListeN
I spent a day listening to Room 228. By the end of it, shelves scrubbed clean, dictionaries repaired, I took a gnawed-on pencil, flipped it over and enthusiastically erased "WE dont ListeN." After all, Room 228 is my classroom. Listening demanded. Syrup prohibited.
Wow, Tiff! It sounds like you have your work cut out for you and I know no other that can handle the job as enthusiastically as you. I was appalled when I read about the syrup packets squished into novels - it was heartbreaking for a book lover! Perhaps your predecessor simply gave up? Maybe the "WE dont listeN" mark was a mutual reaction to the students' perception of your predecessor? I don't know... but I do know your classroom will fare much better with you in the lead. And lead well you will. I'm looking forward to reading more of your adventures in the urban classroom!!
ReplyDeleteSyrup and Starburst - hey at least these kids have TASTE! YUM! :)
ReplyDeleteThis is EXCITING! I can see it now. The last day of school, in an act of defiance against the lack of apostrophe and the overall message - a group of students marches up to the heater and changes "We DON'T listen" to "We DO listen" with a swift "X" to the N'T.
Right? Right?